Saturday, August 13, 2011

What could this really be ...or am i taking it too serious..?

I do not know what it is... i have never in my life felt like HE IS THE ONE...that is why im scared...i will take things slow and not give all of me...etc..and let time tell..but u'll see my short story..About five yours ago...i was looking at a spanish reality show..it was like a bachelor show and the guys had to get to know this girl since she was the cinderlla bachlerette. Well in the show i noticed one of the bachelor guys...right away he caught my eyes..i dont know why if its just t.v...So they interviewed him and he started talking about him self and his little girl 'he's a singerl father". And well something about him touched my heart without knowin him completely..i told myself "Geez...where are those type of men now a dayz he's wonderful". So the show aired every day mon-friday in spanish. Everyday i had to watch the show just to catch that guy on t.v. just to see him...even if he was just standing there...i just wanted to see him..everytime i saw him my heart felt like i knew his heart was a good heart..i dont know why...well like all shows the boot bachelors out...So they boot him out and.. i got a big sad..i dont know why...but i told myself geez..i can't watch the show anymore cause he's not there...i told myself o well...so then days ped i thought nothin of it no more...i just felt in my heart he's a good man...an intense feeling. very strong feelin. So about a year went by again i thought nothin of it.. so one day im watchin television...and i couldn't believe my eyes...again he was on t.v. but this time in a spanish music video as an actor. I felt so happy to see him on t.v. and i made sure i watched that t.v. spanish channel at that same time for acouple days to see if they would play that video he was in as an actor again..and sure enough they did..and i told myself again wow he's amazin...not only because of his looks..but i felt in my heart he's a good man...again i did not get obesse with it.. i went about doing my stuff...dated other people in between that time...2 years go by...and im single now..and guess what................? I ran into him at a public event..because he also ended up being a local singer..and since my lil sister also is a local singer...we ran into each other...of course right away i knew it was him..i told myself wow the guy of my dreams haha..but i just said it in my mind..and well i walked ahead and he smiled at me...so i smiled back and we talked a bit..he was exactly how i imagined...and how my heart imagine he would be very nice...(i was very happy that i ended up meetin him..and well its been 2 months and were still friends and getting to know each other...and already set up a date...i feel like i ran into him all this time without wantin to...but in t.v....i mean im not going to put my hopes up...cause i been hurt alot before..and u know thats something i went through not him..its amazin...how i ended up meetin him...im not going to illusion myself and just let things be...he is very good to me...i just never met anyone like him that my heart feels something way more is connecting us...i will just take things slow..its just a very pretty experience....we are very much alike were both shy people lol...i really dont know what this is...its undescribeable...and i'll take it slow.

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